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Apostate

by The Revenants

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1.
Your Word 05:29
You talk like a politician Or a guy who sells used cars Or a guy who says he doesn't want your money Or a guy who tell stories in bars You sound oh so confident Like you really believe what you say Where's the truth Where's the lie What does it matter anyway Your word it means nothing to me I've seen your face on the TV And on the covers of magazines Whenever something is going on You always make those scenes Some say that you're a narcissist Some say you just speak your mind Where's the truth Where's the lie It's impossible to find You are just like a rock star And you just love the fame Whenever you walk into a room People shout and scream your name Some say you make them happy Some say you're a passing phase Where's the truth Where's the lie Who knows the difference these days
2.
Come on baby put your left foot in And shake it all around Are you ready to cut loose Lift yourself up off of the ground The only thing that's holding you back Is your irrational fear So put all your fears on hold And get your big bad booty in gear Now when I call you up Don't you tell me what you can't do There's only so much time on the clock Don't you waste it all being untrue Let's do this thing, let's do it today Let's do this thing Dig it, do it right away Don't you know that I am hungry as hell I could eat horse Will you please whip me one up It'll be the first course Then I wanna go and hit the town Take in a few shows The only thing that's impossible Is the impossibility of crows Tired of hearing all your lame excuses It's getting pretty old The world will turn one way or the other Lo and behold You know you got yourself a choice here This ain't no dictatorship At least it's not one yet, baby So get on down on a funky tip
3.
It was a cold, cold winter The snow never stopped coming down We had nowhere to go, no No nothing happening all over town We stayed in our tiny room Never bothered to turn on the light It was her and me under the blankets Every single day and every night This photograph is my proof There was that afternoon When things were still good between us And she embraced me, oh yes she did And we were so happy It did happen, she did love me Look see for yourself We sent out for our groceries Let the trash pile up on the floor Moved the chairs and the dresser So we couldn't get out the front door Made lots of loving, plowed through a stack of magazines Fell asleep in the afternoons, ate a bag of jelly beans I'm not sentimental but I sure do miss those days I remember her laughter And the way she could turn a phrase I'm not sentimental but I sure wish that we go back Just for that little something-something That these days seem to lack Yeah I still have that picture Even though it is faded with time It really caught that moment in a way that's truly sublime I am there smiling and you can see her smiling too Too bad we had to leave it behind And bid each other a sad adieu
4.
Lemon Avenue 03:11
The rent was cheap Didn't have much stuff And the stuff I had Was just enough Life was easy, life was good Had all I needed in that neighborhood Sometimes I long for those good old days And all the mischief we'd go through Just me and friends Just me and friends Down on Lemon Avenue Had a mattress down on the floor Didn't ever lock my front door My shelves were made of bricks and boards It was like living in the House of Lords Spent my days with my friend Jeff We had a band Nearly made me deaf We played some gigs And we got paid And sometimes after we got laid
5.
I got chewed up, I got spit out I got blown up, I got blown out I'm stuck to a dirty old shoe What else can a poor boy do I got them bubblegum blues I'm a huge mass I taste odd Once I was minty, now I'm a big ol' wad I'm stuck to a dirty old shoe What else can I do I got them bubblegum blues I had a lot of flavor Where did it all go I taste kind of strange now I taste like dough I am used up, I’m all spent Toss me out I only cost a cent, I’m stuck to a dirty old shoe What else can I do I got them bubblegum blues Pop-pop-pop Lip-smack Oh yeah
6.
Forevermore 05:58
You said there was a present coming in the mail I should look for it tomorrow It will come without fail You said that I would love it Yeah, that was your claim But to my surprise the present never came What about your promise What about your word You laughed at me and said I was being absurd I said, Nothing means nothing Then I slammed the door Forevermore I asked you what had happened To my present in the mail You had said that it was coming Coming without fail You said I was mistaken Must be out of my head Yeah, I must have misheard Exactly what you said You like to build my hopes up Make me think you're great But the only thing I feel, yeah Is deep-seated hate Well you can keep your presents No thank you Don't need you in my life We are done and through
7.
Well I look in the mirror and who do I see A crazy old man looking back at me He seems to follow my every move I bang on a drum and he gets in the groove I wish that I could make him go away But it looks like he is here to stay Get on down to the real gritty nitty Well I used it be young but now I am old My story no longer waits to be told All my glory days are far behind And the women I see pay they me no mind I sit all alone in the back of the bus In the spot reserved for a crazy old cuss Well nobody sees me and nobody cares I'm a crazy old man giving crazy old stares I sit around eating apple sauce Used to give a damn now I don't give a toss Let the world be run by a Gameboy kid Will he do better than this old man did
8.
Every morning I'd look out my window To see what I could see I believed there was another time And another place just waiting for me All I had to do was get myself out there Not live like some forever wannabe It was outside, over there I thought this can't be it This can't be all No, this can't be the whole story What about the promise of a promised land And all that guts and all that glory I was looking for a perfect world Where everything was hunky dory Every night I'd dream the same dream And awaken to the same nightmare Used to get me so goddamn down Spent all my time shouting, Unfair Still I believed there was a another time And another place Outside, over there
9.
Sometimes the weight of the world Presses down so hard It threatens to break me in two And leave me scarred I'm not as resilient As I used to be I feel like my limbs Are like a broken old tree My old blue heart It bleeds red My blood is like a river Over a riverbed My old blue heart It beats so true It beats for you It beats for you True blue I still think about you Mostly late at night While the rest of the world is sleeping I leave on a light I pray for your safe return Though I know you won't be back How many years has it been I can't keep track You needed to find Your own special way Wherever that took you You could not say I tried to understand And I let you go Where are you now I just don't know I just don't know I heard from some friends That you moved out west You cut off your hair And you're still on your quest Some say you are happy Some say you've found peace That may be good for you But for me the longing it just won't cease
10.
It made me wanna laugh You bounced around your room Like a rubber-necked giraffe Loved that crazy look on your face And the way you knocked your knees You tromped around in your underwear Moving any which way you please Oh Marianna How I love to watch you dance You seem kind of goofy Even though I don't know you well You make independent movies And I think that they're pretty darn swell You look hip and together You speak in a Scottish brogue You wear your funky sunglasses You could be on the cover of Vogue
11.
Wonder Wheel 07:28
The sun goes down and a fog rolls in A wind picks up and the dream begins Your eyes are stars You look surreal We make our way to the Wonder Wheel Up and down the wheel does grind Round and round In this Coney Island of the mind High and low with all mankind We spin and spin In this Coney Island of the mind We hop on board, strap on in Take in the lights across Brooklyn We get so high on this ring of steel Don't want to come down From this Wonder Wheel Hold my hand Won't you please, please hold my hand Hold my hand Don't you know your wish is my command Don't let go Please don't you ever let me go Don't let go If you do I may fall down below Over and through, we’re intertwined Never let go of this Coney Island of the mind
12.
We can fight each other For what good it will do Or we hold one another In a little dance for two You won't listen to reason And I won't listen to rhyme But somehow we must come together In a waltzing time In a waltzing time We can build steep fences Put barbed wiring on top Or we can embrace each other And do a little Lindy hop What is the sense in hating Hating's such a crime Let's just come together In a waltzing time We can wreak freakin' havoc From fall into the spring Or we can love one another And get ourselves into the swing

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We can fight each other
For what good it will do
Or we hold one another
In a little dance for two

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released August 10, 2023

Cover: Lost to time; photo by Eliot Wilder

Recorded 2018; remixed 2022

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