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Eating Around the Edges

by The Revenants

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1.
Done some things I'm none too proud of And I wish I could go back I'd change my mistakes Get on a better track Do it over, roll in clover Get myself straight out of whack Do I have regrets You bet I do, Jack I can really lose my cool And say stuff that I just don't mean Like you're about the dumbest cluck That I've ever seen But I am stupid Ain't no cupid 'Specially when I vent my spleen Do I have regrets High, low and in-between I feel embarrassed to say what I have done I have put myself first but what have I won Now I regret Done some things I'm none too proud of That I wish I could undo Like the time I kicked you in the teeth Like a crazy kangaroo Love and hate My mental state You can read it on my knuckles tattoo Do I have regrets Hell yes, you bet I do
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What would it take to end All this fighting What could we do to stop All the war It's been going on Since the very first caveman Since he figured out What a club was for Lay 'em down, lay 'em down, lay 'em down Lay down your arms C'mon and be a soldier of love What would it take to end All this hating What good does it do To pillage and kill Do you think it will solve Any problem Does peace ever come From the blood you spill Let's say that we're done with the fighting Let's say that we'll find a better way Let's say that we'll love one another Let's say it is Armistice Day
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Betrayal 04:28
You walked into the room Put your jacket on the chair I took you in my heart And you handed me a crooked stare It was such a betrayal of who we were Such a betrayal you saboteur It was such a betrayal of our solemn vow We have killed the sacred cow You flipped on the the light And dashed away all the dark You brought out the truth in me Never had I seen myself so stark We are dead, dead, dead You had your testimony And I no good defense And I asked you for some mercy You kept me in suspense
4.
You tell me that I'm a grown man And I can make my own choices But what I hear is I'm a little boy Who heeds belittling voices What you say and what I hear Are two very different things What you say and what I hear Is that part that stings What you say, what I hear What you say, what I hear You tell me that I should buck up And I can handle the pain But what I hear is that you think I'm weak And I can't get out of the rain Does it matter what you say When I can't hear You tell me you're wary of motives And you can't give me what I need What I hear is you want to leave And it plants that doubting seed
5.
Look at all them things I done Look at all the mess I made Look at all them pots I stirred Never made no lemonade Look at all them people I hurt Look at all the plans I wrecked Look at all the lies I denied But I couldn't avoid cause and effect So many regrets So little time So many regrets So little time, time, time Look at all the shit I've said Look at all shit I will say Look at all hate I've caused Leading us all down to doomsday Look at all the money I have Look at all the shit I bought Look at all the houses I've built While I leave all the homeless to rot Look at all the walls I built Look at all helpless I've broke Look all all dummies I tricked Sent all their dreams up in smoke Do you think I care Do you think I care for goodness sake Do you think I care Let them eat their cake
6.
I can recall when I first fell so hard You looked right through me and I swooned There was something blue In your soft green eyes You disarmed me and the walls fell down, down I will walk you out of the desert, you said And I believed you 'Cause I wanted to believe I will take you by the hand, you said I held out my hand and you pulled away My pretty little one, my pretty little one Forever and ever, I remember My pretty little one, my pretty little one Forever and ever, I remember My pretty little one, I remember My pretty little one, forever and ever I can recall when it first took shape Like camera lens coming to focus And I rushed to meet the tide And I felt bowled over Mostly ‘cause I was fool enough let you in I let you take over And you ran the joint right into the ground You tossed a match and set the whole world on fire And we danced among the ruins And we drank and we died laughing What do I see, what is you and what is me One plus one is three I could be angry But the anger would kill the love Because love is fragile and anger devours it And I don’t want what we have To come to ruins To be like all those others All the others who lost their patience And left me alone out in this desert That I mentioned above I just want to feel love Hold on to it tight I want to hold onto that love forever
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Thought I knew what I knew I believed in what I believed But I was wrong, I was wrong Took me years to know what I know But now I just don’t know Yeah, I was wrong, so wrong Thought I was on my way On my way to a brighter day But I been mistaken before Thought I’d figured it out I had no doubt I been mistaken before Mistaken before I read me a lot of books I probed and I questioned But I got it wrong, I got it wrong Thought I knew the truth Thought truly understood But I was wrong, so wrong What do I know When I don’t know a goddamn thing What do I know What will the future bring Thought I’d grow wise with age Thought I’d answer my many questions But I was wrong, I was wrong I believed in God And I followed all his teachings But I got wrong, so wrong So wrong, so wrong
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I Was Wrong 04:21
Thought that I knew what could be known Somehow I missed a couple of things There were desires that I projected That stretched the chords of my heartstrings Thought that you were a sweet honeybee But I felt the prick of your venomous stings Oh what a fool I was I was wrong Wrong about you Didn’t get nothing right I was wrong Wrong about you You crashed down from such a great height I was wrong You once said you’d take my hand And walk me out of the wild I believed in you and it gave me hope When I was such a hopeless child But then you left and you cut me loose And ever since I been exiled Oh what a fool I was Thought we had an pact but it seems we don’t It's just something that sounded good You turned away like it was nothing at all And you left me out here in the wood I guess you did what you had to do But it’s something I’ve never quite understood Oh what a fool I was
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We all did a dumb, dumb thing A dumb, dumb thing One we don't wanna admit And this old dumb, dumb thing Dumb, dumb thing Well it won't ever quit It just got bigger, it just got worse and worse Till it's swallowed us up in its dumb, dumb curse And then who could we blame Who could we shame, what's his name It was a fabulous mistake And now we can't go back We can't go back It was a fabulous mistake Now we're out of whack, we're out of whack We all did a cretinous deed, a cretinous deed It should make us feel regret And this old cretinous deed, cretinous deed We're afraid to admit it just yet It just festers, it just grows and grows It gets as big and long Pinocchio's nose And then we can't look away It's here to stay, until doomsday We all made such a foolish choice, a foolish choice And now we have to live with it And this old foolish choice, this foolish choice We have to give in to it It is ugly, it is deep and wide The kind of shit we wish could hide But now it's stung us, it walks among us Look what it's brung us
10.
When I look at you What do I see Who is that person I imagine you to be I can only know you From what you care to share So what I know is a sliver of a degree How can I get through When you won't take me in You got some good reasons not to But if you'd just give me A single second thought Maybe you'd think you ought to What would I give up to get next to you How far would I be willing to go How much do I want you I want you more than Tom can tell In the lone brakes of Fontainebleau When I look at you What do I see I see everything I've ever think I've wanted I see all the people Who populate my dreams But somehow it don't feel haunted I wish you could touch you And you could touch me back But we both know that that's verboten We could have some laughs And we could have some fights And we'd keep our boat a-floatin' Here we go, here we go Fontainebleau When I look at you What do I see I see all my dreams rolled up into one You got the heart You got the soul You got everything under the sun There's got to be a way You can let me in They say that love can conquer all If you have the will I will say I will and the rest is merely folderol
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Lies, lies all you hear are lies They don't come wrapped in any sudden surprise Why should they come as any kind of shock From the sermon on the mount to your neighbor next door From the judge on the bench to the twenty-dollar whore To the angry punk rocker playing his punk rock Oh to live a life without illusion Is to never find yourself at peace Oh to live a life without illusion Is to hope for a sweet release Truth, truth you never hear the truth To know people mean you have to be a sleuth Or know well how to read in between the lines From the farmer in the fields to your mighty president They say what they mean but you don't know what was meant All these crazy words that no one ever defines Blah, blah, blah, all you hear is blah Makes no sense at all lah-de-dah-de-dah Might as well go out and live in the woods From the rabbi on the bima to the guy who comes from Fema From the teacher in your class to the girl with the big ass To the people who make all your durable goods
12.
You can say whatever you want In whatever way that you want to But that don’t mean that I gotta buy it You can conjure up some silly old tale You can make sound true as can be But in truth you will deny it You can try to push me away Say some truly hateful things But that won't make me want to flee ‘Cause deep down I feel your love Deep down you can fake it Can’t fake what you feel for me Just like some faithful old pet I will follow you home I believe you aren't done with me yet Not done with me yet So I will follow you home I will follow you home You can put on your graces and airs You can tell yourself what you need to hear But it all seems like a lot of work You can believe I don’t mean nothing Believe you can remain unmoved You can believe you think I’m a jerk You can say I should be mad you You can say that’s what I should feel But that just takes you off the hook I see right through your game I know it all too well Yeah I should know ‘cause I wrote the book Wherever you go, I will go Wherever you are, I won’t be far One day I bet you’ll kick yourself And wonder why you let me go And you didn’t do more to hold me tight One day I bet you’ll be sorry And you will miss me like no other It’s always twenty-twenty in hindsight

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Twelve songs about regret, misunderstandings, and reconciliation.

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released November 2, 2023

Cover "Eating Around the Edges" by Eliot Wilder

Songs written and performed by Eliot Wilder

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