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Fat Man and Little Boy

by The Revenants

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1.
You were big and I was small You crushed me beneath your weight I screamed and cried Hey knock it off You laughed and said checkmate You’re my stooge boy You're my stooge Fat man and little boy Twice as big as me Fat man and little boy Big ol’ chicken and a tiny chickadee You loomed large above me Like great big towering oak I was a just a mere seedling You were ornate and baroque Get out of my way, boy Get out of my way Fat man and little boy Destroyer of worlds You were as vast as an endless sky I was unseen star in the daylight I dissolved into your oblivion While you maintained a great height Get along little pony Get along
2.
I wrote me a book to explain just how I feel To make what I feel be real And the reason that I did it Was to get through to you But you were through with me Now you’re shredding me up You’re shredding me up You’re tossing me out with the waste Yeah you’re shredding me up You are shredding me up You are doing it post haste Wouldn’t have done it without you So I only have you to blame It took all I had and then it took some more And in the end I was beaten up Beaten up and broke down Like it don’t mean nothing I t don’t mean nothing It don’t mean nothing at all to you I wrote me a book to explain just how I feel I wanted to say my piece And a whole lot more But to you I am a busted toy And you will put me in the trash When you are done
3.
Forgiveness 03:57
We all make mistakes And man I've managed some doozies Said I lived a wild life Ran around with some floozies But I was pulling your leg With my verbal mumblety-peg Won't you forgive me Forgive my transgressions I am sorry for the harm that I've done Won't you forgive me Let me off the hook Don't kill off the fun We all screw shit up It's part of the human condition But we can patch things up If we make an admission Admit you're a dick Do that right quick If you forgive me If you really mean Then we set each other free We all get things wrong And we get it wrong more often than not Just listen to with your heart And you will find the plot Open up your mind Leave the past far behind
4.
Living in a dream A twisted, endless dream It feels weirdly familiar and strange I try to hold on to it But then it slips away As it moves in and out of range Long time gone I am long time gone I am no longer here Long time gone I am long time gone Where did I disappear Who do I know Don’t know no one I am an outlier in my own town The faces I see They all look foreign to me And their voices make a alien sound I am long time gone I am long time gone Don’t expect to ever see me back I am long time gone I am long time gone Even I can’t even keep track Wish you could see you The way I see you And then you would know how I feel But you will never know Just what I think I know And I know is beautiful and surreal
5.
Thought that I was safe here But I thought wrong You took ripped me up and tore me down to pieces I didn’t see it coming When you lowered the boom Now I got hurt that never ceases Why did you do it I don’t think you know You just did it like a commando You done me in, you shot me down You knew exactly what to do You done me in, you blew me up You thew my whole wind world out of true You done me in Thought that you loved me I thought wrong Turns out you did not give a shit You took my heart And stomped it with your foot You’re a cruel and wicked hypocrite You knew just where I was wounded And then you stuck your finger in When it comes to transgressions That’s the worst kind of sin Ii thought that maybe deep down You had a soft spot But that soft spot is really just a black abyss And I fell into it And then I disappeared In Kafka-esque metamorphosis I never mattered And I never will Once I’m gone I’m gone like a wilted daffodil
6.
Don't get too close Don't stand in my way Don't block my view Six ways to Sunday Don't you be hurtful Don't you be cruel If you're mean to me I will kick you like a mule I don't want you no more You hurt me down to the bone That's it, that's all, I am gone Leave me alone Don't get in my face Don't block the door Don't try to stop me You hateful carnivore Don't you abuse me My scars run deep I am an open wound You mother fucking bleep You can't catch me You can't catch me 'Cause if you get too close I'll be gone like a breeze Don't pretend to care Don't do your schtick I ain't buying in No not one lick This is the last time You get to beat me Until the next time You mistreat me
7.
I remember what you said And the way that you said it I was listening much closer than you knew And I agree with some of it But I must say not all of it You were never 100 percent true I know your name I know your name It is scrawled across my memory I know your name I know your name Your name is, your name is I remember how you looked When I looked you in the eye You had a look that stopped my heart Your face was perfect But not too perfect To me it’s just like abstract art What’s your name Who’s your daddy Is he rich, is he rich like me Has he taken Any time To show you what you need to live I remember how you moved And the way you moved me It was a movement as fluid as a swirl You sashayed over And wrapped me your curves And I swore I would never forget this girl
8.
I am living close to the edge So close I’m spilling over the top Can’t hit the breaks and slow myself down Can’t make myself stop Don’t know what's leading me Why I have this strange compulsion Tethered as I am Tethered as I am Tethered as I am And stirring up the emulsion For the fear of missing out For the fear of missing out Lost in loathing and self-doubt And my fear of missing out I am hanging on the rim of a cliff I am about to fall into the abyss No one’s coming to rescue me Boo and hiss I am gathering up momentum And I am hurtling like a stone And it is gonna hurt It is gonna hurt It is gonna hurt It is gonna hurt down in my bone It’s all getting away It’s all getting away from me I can feel it banging, banging like shivaree I am living life without a net And I am losing the last of my strength Take someone with balls of brass To go that extra length Wish I had what it takes But I’m a lousy excuse for a man I am going back Yeah I am going back Going back to where it all began
9.
Why is everything so frickin’ hard Why can't it be easy instead We always get in our own way Why can’t we get out of our head When will we get it right When will we see the light It’s as easy as pie It’s as easy as pie Either we live or we die It’s as easy as pie Why are we so frickin’ stupid Why do we get our shit wrong If we only changed our point of view We could learn to play along But that’s not what we do As we twist the thumbscrew So many flavors to be tasted Apple, cheery or Boston cream There's so much more if we wanted And we’d be living the dream Why don't we grasp what is simple Why do we overcomplicate There’s a whole wide world of loving But we always turn to hate Why is this our lot Why can't we change the plot
10.
Why did you do it Just gotta wonder You had no good reason at all But you went ahead and did it You knocked me down You made me feel so small Only one thing I can figure You burned me down Burned me down Burned me down like dry wood Why did it you do it Why did it you do it You did it 'cause you could Didn’t see your cruel streak Till it came clear Then I wondered why I missed it It was always there In plain view Once upon a time I kissed it Now I want that kiss back The strong prey on the weak Throughout all history I opened up a door to you And you preyed on me Why did you hurt me You didn’t need to None of it did I deserve I begged for kindness I begged for mercy But then you went and threw me a curve Now I am broken
11.
You know my whole life's story I've told it all to you There are no secrets I've got hiding All the lies and all what's true No mysteries left to unscrew So if want to gut me In a way I can't forgive You know just where to hit me Where to hit me where I live You know where I am vulnerable You know my weakest spot You know right where to hurt me Where it hurts me a lot What is cold and what is hot You know all about my suffering All the shit that I have lost All those very precious things How most of it got tossed Blown away like exhaust
12.
There is a place Beyond all time and space And it is waiting Waiting 'round the bend As it was in the beginning Is now and shall forever be A world without end Come along with me Come take this ride Together we will go to the other side Come along with me Come take my hand Together we will go to the promised land There is a life A life like none I’ve known It is real And it is pretend As it was in the beginning Is now and shall forever be A world without end There is a world A world where dreams come true Where hearts Hearts go to mend As it was in the beginning Is now and shall forever be A world without end

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I wrote me a book
To explain just how I feel
To make what I feel be real
And the reason that I did it
Was to get through to you
But you were through with me

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released May 13, 2023

All songs written and performed by Eliot Wilder

Cover: Uncle Macklin, lookin' all gangsta

Thanks to Dave Westner who plays bass on "Shredding Me Up"

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