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Nobody Home

by The Revenants

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1.
My World 04:43
I am a clueless fool Never once went to school So I only believe in what I am told Don't ask no questions Don't look too deep My kinda truth is bought and sold This is my world now This is my stronghold Give me what I think I want Give me what I think I need And if you don't me what I want and need I will make you bleed You ain't gonna change my mind Not even for the sake of mankind Go on and laugh at me Go on and tell me that I'm dumb But in the end I'll kick your ass I'll kick your ass back to kingdom come This is my world This is my world This is my world This is my world now And if you don't like it You can go and have a cow Go on and mock me Go on and tell me I'm a dope But in the end I'll string you up I'll string you up by a rope This is my world This is my world This is my world This is my world now And if you don't like it You can go and have a cow
2.
Nobody There 04:20
I went looking through my back pages To see if there was something I might’ve missed Was there something bad I did I can’t recall Some girl I once knew that I never kissed Was there a picture I took at the bottom of a drawer That would bring back a memory I long forgot Was there someone I hurt unintentionally Was there a tangle I made I could unknot And when I went back to that place and time Nobody was home, no hide nor hair Yeah I went back to that place and time But there was nobody there I went looking through my back pages To see if I could read between the lines Some stuff made me laugh and some stuff made me cry All those arrows shot through those valentines I looked askance with an eagle eye At every clue that I could possibly decode What I was thinking It all seems nuts to me now Now that I’m beaten down and bowed Why don't you open up I know you're in there I can hear you rumbling Why don't you open up Before I break it down And your whole wide world comes a-tumbling I went looking through my back pages To tie things up in tidy little bow I put all my ducks together in a line But they got sucked down by the undertow When I look around at the mess of my life I got no one but myself to fault I can flail my arms around in the pissing rain Rip open the wound and pour in the salt
3.
No sense in lying I see right through you Your eyes are a window Into the true you You think you're pretty clever Johnny on the spot But you are pretty damn dumb Believe it or not C'mon and tell the truth You big old liar Tell me the truth Your pants are on fire You got your life sorted You've checked every box You know what you're doing You've set all the clocks Your story sounds good If you don't listen too hard You got it going on Keeping what's real under guard I used to believe you But then I got screwed You treated me just like You treated every other dude You made me your lackey You got me where I live I put all this faith in you But you had nothing to give
4.
Swallowed Up 04:35
5.
The first thought comes followed by another And then another thought fills my head So dense I might smother It's like drowning in an inky pool of my own musing And it never makes much frickin' sense ‘Cause it’s all so confusing I try to piece it together As if that were something I could do Then I give it up to you But you don’t have a clue I am swallowed up Swallowed up in you No matter what I do I am swallowed up in you What is it I’m trying to say I don’t really know But I keep on trying trying to say it Just to see where it might go I can tell you’re losing patience Your eyes betray you Or maybe you kinda of fear me Like I might somehow sway you It don’t matter to me now There’s a darkness coming on There’s bats in the belfry And the guitar I’m strumming on What do I taste like Am I a full meal When I'm filling up your belly How does it really feel Maybe you don’t believe me How can I convince you Down to the meat of the matter I stew and mince you I draw on your essence With my every breath It is my buffer, my cushion My shield from death And if you said, Come here now You know that I will follow Just open up your mouth Open up your mouth and swallow
6.
The problem with people Is that people are fucking nuts And there ain’t nothing, no nothing you can do about 'em You can try to be understanding You can try to be compassionate But you just, you just can't reroute 'em You can't fix crazy Can't unscrew the screwball The whole wide world it don't wanna change You can't fix crazy Can't heal the sick of mind We are all twisted, mad and strange There once was a sacred truth Upon which we could all agree But now we believe just what we want to believe That may sound like freedom But in the end it leads only to chaos Because the bad guys' plan is to deceive There ain't no getting around it Ain't final solution Ain't no silver bullet that we can take There ain't no God to save us No devil that we can blame We can only blame ourselves for God's sake Ever wonder what it'd be like To live inside someone else's head Methinks it would really and truly blow your mind Not one clear thought Just a mass of contradictions That's just the way it is, the way it is for all mankind
7.
When I ride on the subway Well I feel so alone No one looks me in the eye No one tosses me a bone All the pretty girls are texting And twirling their hair And I feel just like a no one Who is not really there Well I just wanna scream And I just wanna shout One day you'll be old too Of that there is no doubt I got the old man blues When I go out a-walkin' I move kind of slow People pass me right on by I can't keep up with the flow Even the boys with the sagging jeans Can move quicker than me I just sway in the wind Like an old willow tree Well I just wanna scream And I just wanna yell One day you'll be old too And you too will feel like hell Well I go to the doctor And she asks me what's wrong I say it's not a wonderful world Sorry Louis Armstrong People have changed And not for the best If you just look around You'll see why I'm so depressed Well I just wanna scream And I just wanna cry You can keep what's left of this planet You can pass me right on by
8.
Big Hurt 05:50
Ooh, ooh, oooh I got a wound so deep Cuts through me like a scythe Rips me up from the inside out Till I curl up and I writhe There ain’t no drug to ease my pain No salve to sooth my soul Every little thing is some kind of thing I am just one big ol’ black hole Ooh, ooh, oooh I been laid so low Knee deep in the dirt No one’s around to pull me up Even though I been sending out a red alert I done all I could to communicate But ain’t no one hearing Tryin’ to make myself look not so bad Maybe even a little endearing There ain’t no balm to heal my sores No band-aid to cover my scars I got bonked on my big stupid head And now all I see is stars Ow, ow, ow big hurt Ow, ow, ow big hurt Ow, ow, ow, ow, ow, ow Big hurt, big hurt Ooh, ooh, oooh I am broke down and busted Every bone is in pain So I take me a mess of analgesics Even smoke me up some maryjane But nothing ever seems to work And I ain’t getting any fitter I chug right along like an angry old man Just as mad and just as bitter There ain’t no unguent to treat my welts No medicine to cure my ails I got so many things wrong with me I am plumb run off the rails
9.
Let’s talk about what is real Before we go any further Before we gallop off into the distance I love you I love you Yeah that will never change But loving you is my nonexistence Use your imagination Open your mind to things you can’t conceive Use your imagination Open your soul and let yourself believe Can I tell you a story Something that is true Something that I lived through to tell the tale I had reached rock bottom The lowest of the low When an angel swept in and put in a guardrail I know that you’re out there I can hear you snoring But if I can I tell you just one thing One thing you been ignoring Use your imagination Whenever you are lost And no one's there to help you And you feel as if you are on your last leg Dream yourself out of it Dream the shaggiest of dreams Don’t you set off a powder keg
10.
Dark Wood 05:06
From out of nowhere There came a storm A torrent of darkness that blacked my soul It felt like nothing I'd ever known Or could describe Let alone control In the middle of the journey of my life I found myself in a dark wood For I had lost the right path Rough, stubborn, and wild From out of nowhere A drizzle of horror Manifested itself as a physical pain Thought that it might pass But it went on and on Until it consumed my brain From out of nowhere There came a panic My thoughts a tornado in my head I could not understand it Couldn't stop it So ugly and so widespread
11.
Looks like I’m in the very final length Of the latter part of my of life And when I look back my feelings are mixed There’s things I’ve done And things I wished done did Most of my shit is broke and can’t be fixed As I limp to the end of the road in this finale episode The angel of death is covering me As the sky above turns black I feel its breath on my back The angel of death is covering me Got more memories than I can use Wish I could unload 'em But there seems to be no way I can let them go There’s the shit with all the women I married And the shit with my family And all the other shit I did for no reason I know There’s nothing that I can do about it There’s nothing that I can change And the world I find myself living in Has gone from weird to downright strange Well I know you’ve heard this story before From every complaining old codger But just wait your turn and see how you fare This thing about time is that there’s never enough But most of us just don’t know it Until you open the cupboard to find it threadbare
12.
Then came upon me a feeling That was beyond description That some people might call the blues But it’s so much worse than that And you can’t shake it off It’s not something you'd want to choose For the thing which I greatly feared had come upon me And that which I was afraid of Is come unto me I was not in safety, neither Had I rest, neither was I quiet Yet trouble came Every day is a weirdly nightmare An ugly adventure in hell That seems to get much worse in the afternoon I feel a sense of dread Deep-seated anxiety Enough to make even the most stoic swoon Wish I could describe this feeling The actual dimensions of this torment That’s buried deep in me like a jagged knife This positive and active anguish This psychical neuralgia This brackish pain wholly unknown to normal life

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For the thing which I greatly feared is come upon me
And that which I was afraid of is come unto me
I was not in safety, neither had I rest, neither was I quiet
Yet trouble came

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released August 17, 2023

Cover "Nobody Home" by Eliot Wilder

Thanks to Dave Westner for bass on "Dark Wood"

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"It was hell," recalls former child.

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