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Terrible Secrets

by The Revenants

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1.
Twas an interesting conversation One I won't soon forget You said your life's like a puzzle But none of the pieces fit No matter what you do to it These are the lies we tell ourselves They are who we are These are the dreams we dream for ourselves They take us near and far You talked for what seemed like days My ears they started to bleed Your stories took on strange shapes About a girl who had no need A girl who had learned to succeed Can you imagine me here Living life by my wits Can you imagine me here Not ready to call it quits In the end I felt confused Didn't know what to think You made a convincing case Written in indelible ink Never once did I see you blink
2.
Everything's a choice Everything is exactly what you make it It's either fake or it's true You can tell a lie And the lie clangs like a bell And a lie is something you can't undo Who is fooling who What you say and what you do Who is fooling who What's a lie and what is true Everything is clear Everything is obvious In the end you see what you see You can make excuses You can paint a picture A picture of your own worst enemy What are you trying to pull Who are you trying to kid You might think you're being clever But someone will blow your lid Everything is manifest Everything is plain to see It always is what it is There is no mistaking There are no excuses There is no need for analyses
3.
You made me a promise a long time ago Said you would love me Put on a good show And how I believed you, yeah What's not to believe You acted so sincerely Why would you deceive I hope you are happy and your life is a gas Oh and one more thing You can kiss my ass We shared us some good times And we shared us some bad I was like that guy Shahryar And you were Scheherazade You told me your stories They blew me away But then you done left me And I sunk like a souffle I hope you are happy and your life is a gas Oh and one more thing You can kiss my ass You're nothing but a hustler, yeah You're nothing but a big old liar I needed a drug, you were my supplier Thing got pretty critical Reached a critical mass So pardon me for saying But you can kiss my ass, yeah You can kiss my ass Kiss it, baby
4.
Bring me down to the bottom Hold my breath and watch the bubbles I am gulping for air This apparatus gives me troubles How long can I stay down Before I give up and drown I swim with the fishes I live out all my wishes On the bottom of the sea Feeling stoned intoxicated Must be the rapture of the deep Night-night nitrogen narcosis Just want to drift off to sleep I can hear a mermaid singing And a gentle sonar pinging
5.
All over the world people are a-killin' They seem to like it, they are a-willin' Just like the monkey in "2001" They pick up a bone and then they pick up a gun They do the deed expediently We've done the deed through history Beneath the surface of civilization Beats the dark heart of God's creation Ain't that peculiar Peculiar as can be We say we love but what does that mean When deep down we're a killing machine We go to war in the name of God When we talk of peace It's just a facade What we really love is to hate We love to hate our common trait Like the monkey in "2001" We kill the other and say we won
6.
Hijacker 04:58
She's on top of every situation There's nothing that she misses Loves the mommas, loves the babies Smothers them in kisses Always has the answers to every test Always thinks that she knows the best 'Round here she is known as the hijacker And she will hijack your soul Beware, beware The hijacker She will take control She is expert at extracting all the joy She does it surgically She's relentless, she's aggressive She'll never let you be One day she will probably run for mayor Somehow that doesn't seem quite fair She is brazen, she is churlish She gets just what she needs She gives orders and you follow That's just how she succeeds It's be best to give her a wide berth 'Cause soon she'll be taking over the earth
7.
View Way 04:17
You can hide behind masks And put on a brave face But you can't conceal who and what you are You can dance around the truth But it remains unfazed Like the constancy of the Northern Star You can flee from your past But it will seek you out And pounce on you like a jaguar Come along with me, come along with me Follow me wherever I roam Rattle all the locks and smash out all the windows Nobody's home You can have a calling That keeps you up at night You can feel compelled to get up and feed it You can tell a juicy tale And write it all down But no one will read it The may say that it's great They may say that it's brilliant But in the end they just don't need it Knock, knock Who's there Nobody's home You can build yourself a house On the dark side of the moon In the hope that no one will find you You can toss out all your journals And erase your hard drives So there will be nothing to remind you You can stare into the sun Till your eyes are scorched But it's the truth that will blind you
8.
Something's been on my mind And I can't merely let it go It keeps me up at night A real fucking horror show I just wanna name it My own private Idaho It's a terrible secret A terrible secret I done did a shitty thing And it weighs heavily on me No way I can undo it I just can't let it be Just when I think the memory's gone for good It creeps up menacingly I got blisters on my fingers And I worry about when they'll pop You know once I tell a lie I can't make myself stop I try to talk around it Like some dude in a barbershop
9.
Yeah, you tricked me, you tricked me good You got me to do what I never thought I would You seemed so sure and you seemed so smart That was your game, it's hard to believe that part It's all my fault, yeah, I'm the fool I let myself get taken Let myself be a tool But you, you had that look You had those eyes Those eyes didn't tell no lies A smell of honey A swallow of brine This is for you my valentine A smell of honey A swallow of brine I am yours and you are mine You were a genius at chatting me up I came on to you, yeah, like an overeager pup You took me by the scruff You taught me some tricks You told me to play dead That's how you got your kicks You laugh when you tell me that I lead with my chin I'd commit on your behalf the most egregious sin You done with my nonsense, yeah You're through with me I'm one more fool in the annals of your history It must be nice on your side of the fence You do what you want without consequence It must be nice to rule the world It must be nice to always get your way It must be nice to sit and judge It must be nice to be a bird of prey
10.
Your eyes they gleam And so do mine They bring me joy My sweet valentine Were I to dream Then dream I would Of days gone by My oh my Your heart does beat And so does mine We are in sync We intertwine I see through you And you see through me We hold on tight For eternity
11.
They are driving in their SUV They are driving way ahead of me They are headed down to Disneyland They speak in a tongue I don't understand It's the life The life I'll never know It's a place The place I'll never go They play video games and eat McDLT They watch Jay Z on their DVD They got peace sewn signs on their jeans They probably don't care what it means They live their lives in the land of the free They don't see what they do as mediocrity They are confident in their worth They are like most people on this earth
12.
Leaving Here 03:22
Don’t wanna stay here no more Not no more, no sir Just wanna get myself gone Gone from here, lickety-split I am leaving, I am leaving, I am leaving here Here I go, I’m on my way I’ll see you ‘round some sunny day Every single face I see is strange Strange to me, strange indeed Nobody ever says hello Let alone look you in the eye Gotta move along, gotta move along Gotta move along, gotta move along Things ‘round here they ain’t so great Downright bad, they suck Packing up my walking shoes Got some snacks, got some gum

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“I'm not upset that you lied to me, I'm upset that from now on I can't believe you.” ―Friedrich Nietzsche

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released October 1, 2023

Cover "Terrible Secrets" by Eliot Wilder

Songs written and performed by Eliot Wilder

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