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They Used to Call Me Larry

by The Revenants

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1.
Unforgiven 05:25
I remember that time you left me And how you broke my heart I found a letter stuffed in the bed You said you done your part I won't forgive you and I never will You remain unforgiven You hurt me so bad and I am hurt still You remain unforgiven This all happened 40 years ago But it feels like only yesterday The wound still bleeds and blood still flows And it will not go away Nothing you can say Will ever change a thing Nothing you can say Will remove the sting I remember that time you left me It's something I won't let go I'm here to say you are not forgiven Just thought you should know
2.
In every story Someone is good Someone is good to beat the bad In every story Someone stands up Someone stands up to punch the cad But the one we care about Well it ain't the police The one we care about It's the villain of the piece In every story Someone does right Someone does right and slays the wrong In every story Someone is fearless Someone is fearless and so strong We all love the good guy And all the good the good guy does But we love the bad guy more The bad guy gives us such a buzz In every story Someone is heroic Someone is heroic and oh so bold In every story Someone is evil It's the way a story's told
3.
I'm way down here At the bottom of a bottomless pit And there ain't no light coming in The best that I can hope for Is the least I can expect No chance in hell for a win I'm down deep in this As deep as it goes Down, down, down, down I'm down deep in this As deep as it goes Down, down, down, down I can feel the heat Of hell's great black mouth And it is sucking, sucking me in What did I do To deserve this fate Must've done the most egregious sin Down, down, down Down I go Down, down, down Down below Everyone fucks up Some worse than others But some are downright rotten We always the pay price In the end There's a place for the misbegotten
4.
There was always something wrong with me I couldn't quite identify it Whenever someone spoke my old name Well I tried to deny it It was like I had on a suit That didn't quite fit me right So I gazed through the eye of a needle And I saw the light They used to call me Larry God what an awful name They used to call me Larry Used to drive me completely insane I found out I didn't have to be Who I thought I was I could be this whole other person A dude with a buzz I could take away all of the stigma Without being contrary I found out I need not remain This guy named Larry Things been going well for me Got a job that I love And a big old house Ever since I changed my name I don't stand around And grouse, grouse, grouse
5.
I was born with a name no one would want That’s how I felt anyway I was born with a name no one would want And I vowed I would change it some day That’s how I became Eliot Wilder And when that day came And I need to think about a name I wanted to make one up That wouldn’t sound so fucking lame It would be bolder, not milder I wanted a name like Eliot Wilder I believed I found myself at last Some old friends were aghast Suddenly I’m in a different caste Erase who I was and change the past
6.
I won't miss your cruelty The way you put me down I won't miss your phoniness The way you spread it around I won't miss your hurtful barbs And all your snarky jibes I won't miss your effronteries And your bad, bad vibes From your big bear hug to your deadly kiss So many things I will not miss From your insincerity to your entitled bliss So many things I will not miss I won't miss your promises And the way you don't come through I won't miss your ugly mansion And how it reflects the inner you I won't miss your extravagance And your lack of empathy I won't miss your gaudy crap And how you got it all for free I won't miss your well-toned skin And your plastic surgery I won't miss your permanent smile It does not smile for me I won't miss your judgments And the way you wrote me off I won't miss the way you don't hear And the way you always scoff
7.
These are not faces that I would recognize Maybe I knew them once, now they wear a disguise Could be the lighting, could be the clothes they wear Could be they just got old and they no longer care What are their stories Who are their husbands and wives They are all strangers lving out strangers' lives The last of the beautiful people They are gone, gone, gone Oh the beautiful people into oblivion The last of the beautiful people They are done, done, done Oh the beautiful people, now there are none These are not people that I've continued to know If I saw them on the street I would not say hello They were not there for me when my daughter was born Never knew my dad died, never saw me mourn What do they dream of and did those dreams come true Do they think of me and what would they think if they do What happened to you Where did you go When did you fade Where is your glow Start out so strong and so full of youth But life is so cruel and that's the hard truth Give it back
8.
Relentless 03:59
Never, never, never, never, never gonna stop Never, never, never, never, never gonna stop Never, never, never, never stop You are relentless Yeah you got me You got me in a fix And you ain’t ever never gonna let me go Yeah you trapped me You trapped me with your wiles And you pulled me down in the undertow Yeah you broke me You broke all to pieces And nothing, no nothing gonna put me back together Yeah you tricked me You tricked me with your charms You are as unpredictable as the weather Yeah you hurt me You hurt me so bad And that feeling ain't never gonna go away Try as I might A force of will I'm on an endless replay
9.
Seems like I’m always playing catch up Trying to catch up with the past It’s like the second I realize what’s happening It’s too late to make it last I wish there were a way To know I'm in the good old days Before the good old days are gone for good I wish there were a way To know I'm in the good old days I know I would if I could If I could Seems like I’m looking on up ahead In the hope of a better tomorrow But I don’t ever seem to see what’s in front of me And my joy turns to sorrow If I could only open my eyes I’d see more clearly If I could only open my eyes I’d see sincerely Seems like I’m kind of dense Can’t see the forest for the you-know-whats Wish I could grab life by the throat But you see I don’t have the guts
10.
It all started in a place long ago And how we got to where we are I don't know We were kids with songs in our hearts As we tripped along through life's false starts Now we're not so young anymore Now we've forgotten why and what for Who will be the last man standing On this shaky ground Who will be the last man standing The last man standing around We burned through our years And burned through our lives Burned through husbands And burned our through wives We could not see just how good it was Tried to get high enough to feel the buzz Now we're caught inside the hands of fate And frankly it don't feel none too great It all started in a place long ago And how we got to where we are I don't know Took it on the chin and in our guts Let them run us down and kick our butts But we held our proud heads up so high And we yelled at them fie, fie, fie
11.
Got this funny feeling Deep down inside of me But you don’t see me cracking up, no ‘Cause it’s not that funny Don’t know what it is All I know is that it’s real I feel it in bones Yeah I feel, I feel Got this cursed weight Weighing on my chest And it’s pushing down on me Yeah, it won’t let me rest Wish someone would come and yank it off It’s heavy as a hunk of steel I feel it in bones Yeah I feel, I feel Wish I could let go of it But it’s got me in a grip No matter how I fight it back It don’t take no lip I should just surrender And be run over by its wheel I feel it in bones Yeah I feel, I feel
12.
Hopped into the driver's seat Got my music cranked up high Hit the gas and headed for parts unknown The road was rocky and the sky was black Had nothing but a sack And I felt just like a rolling stone The world opened up Far and wide It was a dangerous ride Had no map Had no guide It was a dangerous ride It was then a star came crashing down And it blew a hole in the road I was lucky I didn't get a flat Out of this can came a little green man He seemed friendly enough Maybe he could tell me where I was at Well this little green he just smiled And dusty off his silver pants And he took out looked like an astrolabe He pointed his finger like ET Didn't need to say nothing to me But then he sang "I Got You Babe"

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Freedom is what we do with what is done to us. ―Jean-Paul Sartre

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released June 30, 2023

Cover "Larry" by Eliot Wilder

Songs written and performed by Eliot Wilder

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