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World Is Decay Life Is Perception

by The Revenants

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1.
Heart Broken 04:31
Sitting around like a jellyfish With the misery Cannot seem to sort out Just what hell is wrong with me I awake at two a.m. And my aching chest is tight And I’m afraid that I won’t make it Through the night World is decay Life is perception And my heart is broken By this unimmaculate conception The road behind me is longer Much longer than what’s up ahead And I am like the angel who's gone Where angels have feared to tread I’ve measured my life in coffee spoons And I’m not afraid of death I just don’t wanna be there When I draw my last breath This old heart of mine Been broke a thousand times Each time you break away I fear you've gone to stay Lonely nights that come Memories that flow Bringing you back again Hurting me more and more I’m checking off my list Of my naughty bits and my nice I done much more of the former And the latter maybe once or twice If I could describe me now What words would I use Love makes me sick Like some sort of love Antabuse
2.
You ask me to tell you 'bout my secret fantasy I can tell you right back just what it is You want to know 'bout the thing that I most want The thing I want when I catechize All I want is to disappear All I want is get out of here All I want is to vanish into the sky All I want is to spread my wings All I want is to cut the strings All I want to be an invisible guy You ask what is going on inside my head And you want me to be honest as the sun All I can say is I want to get away Blow it all to pieces with a megaton You want me to chuck out all the BS that I spew And get myself down to the nitty gritty Let me paint you a picture Of what's going on inside my mind Even if what's on my mind it ain’t too pretty
3.
I go for a walk Through the streets of this town Nothing but ghosts here No one else around The light is a-fading Yonder rises the moon The sun's not set but it will be soon All the cars are abandoned And the subway is broke Wondering what happened To all the common folk The light is a-fading Yonder rises the moon The sun's not set but it will be soon Everything divides up into itself I suppose Just why that is nobody knows I think I hear laughter But it’s just a wisp on the wind No more salvation Just hell for the sinned The light is a-fading Yonder rises the moon The sun's not set but it will be soon
4.
You must know you got the power Such strange power over me You can be cold or you can be mean Or you can show mercy, but no This is where I go This is where I hide This is where I get lost forever You won't find me Presuming you are looking Not now, not ever This is where I go It don't matter who is in control It's more the roles we choose to play Right then a door it opened wide But when it slammed it left no leeway This is where I go This is where I go Deep, deep down below This is where I go You once said that you loved me And I so wanted to believe you But it looks like I was wrong And I don't have the strength to greave you
5.
You tell me it’s a part of who you are You tell me it’s your heart and soul You tell me you wanna open wide So I can see inside your black hole It was not my good intention To run, run, run you down To tell you that your stupid songs Do not move me It was not my good intention To break your fragile heart If you think that I got it wrong You better prove me You tell me it’s a window into your world You tell me come on in and have a look You tell me that I will see myself there In the pages of your open book I’m not saying that you suck But I don’t know just what I’m saying You may want to ask yourself Just what kind of game am I playing You tell me how much it means to you You tell me how I should hear it You tell me it will bring us closer But in the end I don’t want to be near it
6.
I put too much stock in you And that's my fault Yeah that's my fault Thought you were the yin To my yang Pepper to my salt Should have listened to my heart It may be old but it beats so true Should have listened to my heart Boom boom on the likes of you I put you up on that perch I'm a fool Yeah I'm a fool It surprised me That you could be so cruel Thought you heard me The way that nobody's heard me ever before But what you heard Was what you wanted to hear my not-so-sweet amor Wish I could take back All the times I said that you got me You really got me What you said Hurt so bad Like you shot me
7.
Down 05:10
The slope was slippery Made it easy to slide So I slid, down, down, down Down on that ride I went crashing, crashing, crashing Down, down, down, down The sky was filthy So black with coal So I dove, dove, dove down A black hole How far down will I go The sea was choppy Made it easy to drown So I swam, swam, swam out And then down
8.
Doesn't come as any kind of shocking news Not so hard to figure out You sit there as still as a painting while my whole gets cast in doubt No matter how hard I tried I cut myself and opened wide I couldn't move you I couldn't move you I couldn't move you, no I walked you through the depths of my heart In the hopes you'd get a clearer view You only ever saw your reflection And maybe the odd bugaboo I couldn't get you to see what I see I couldn't get you to laugh along with me I couldn't get you where it matters Now I'm shredded, shredded up in tatters I thought that one ways I might get to you Despite all the terrible odds So now I packing up all my belongings And I am tearing down all my facades
9.
Will I ever find my home In this varicose vein of the dispossessed "To whom it may concern May I please have my own needs addressed" When will I have my day Man on the moon, marigolds And gamma rays The American Symphony And it goes a little something like this La-la-la-la-la-la-lee It’s America’s deadly kiss This American Symphony And it goes like this When will that bright light come shining down And illuminate all that I can’t see That is when I will bow down and believe But till then I look at things skeptically Been hurt once too often And so it’s likely that my stance Won't ever soften Who will come along save my ass ‘Cause there ain’t no one on whom I can rely So it’s just down to me all by my lonesome Not some sorta Jesus-looking guy Don’t know if I have what it takes But I better find out right quick For chrissakes
10.
I was once a swimmer With a lake all to myself And I spent my days in endless contemplation Was it a quest Was it all for love Or was it just self-flagellation I live in a house At the end of a dirt road If you think of me my door is always ajar I will never give up hope It’s all that I got left Decoding your eyes like Balthazar To feel your warmth again The smell of your honeyed breath The smoothness of your inner thigh To be in that dream once more That yawning sacred place Like floating in the sweet by and by But I am in that house At the end of a dirt road And the days wash and wane without gravity I scribble down some words The measure of my pain Like a decayed nerve in the depths of a cavity It's a desert out here This land of endless wandering This scorched earth where dreams go to die The dry season is endless And nothing ever grows Spread out under an acrid brown sky I never left that house At the end of a dirt road The windows are shuttered and I don't got no view I am writing stories Tales of terrible times Etched on our skin like a visceral tattoo
11.
How long can I keep this going on How long can I endure My legs are weak, my arms are achin’ I am insecure Seen a lot of terrible things Seen lots of crimes It’s the age we are living in, yeah These are hard times The world it takes its toll Tears you down It leaves its traces The world breaks everyone and afterward Many are strong at the broken places How do you know just what to believe When everything is a lie Those on the right want to live in the past While those on the left merely sigh What do I say to my own kid How can I explain it I’m leaving this world in such a shitty state And she must maintain it Come together, come together You gotta come together Nothing I do will make a difference Nothing I do will make a change I have nothing, no say in the matter I’m a stranger to the strange All I can offer are these words All I can offer is this simple plan Turn your back on all you know And escape while you can
12.
Forever Road 04:02
I was hiking through the wilderness Back when hiking was a thing And I came upon campsite in a clearing A couple toasting marshmallows Sat like like statues by a fire It is a scene that keeps reappearing On this forever road This forever road This direction that I'm heading in I'm on this forever road This twisty-turny road Across the land it is spreading in I was taking me a walk in Brooklyn When Brooklyn was a thing And the streets were fluid with Chinese I glared at a cross-eyed woman With hips like eels And an expression of ill at ease The road goes on and on And on and on and on and on And on into eternity The road goes on and on And on and on and on and on And the forever road is a part of me I was walking along that leafy path When brown leaves were still leaving And I was making my way to see you You were sitting in that room With a white noise machine Waiting for our quiet rendezvous

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"Living in bad faith is when you live in denial of the amount of freedom you have. And you don't want to accept this freedom that you hold." –Sartre

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released December 9, 2023

Cover "World Is Decay Life is Perception" by Eliot Wilder

Songs written and performed by Eliot Wilder

Thanks to Dave Westner for playing bass

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