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Brutal Beauty

by The Revenants

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1.
In spite of everything you know You still go on believing You say what you think can make it so Even if what's so is so deceiving It is a wonderful life Everything is all right forever It is a wonderful life Everything is all right forever You say that you think you know what's true And you say it without blinking But all your library books are due And your boat is slowly sinking All those wasted years All the fights and tears It must have been for a reason Just when I thought it would last Down drops the oxygen mask While the headphones play "Time of the Season" In spite of all your doubt and fear You're off in a new direction Maybe you'll be back in a year Or maybe you'll find a new connection
2.
Well I sat down by the wishing tree I wish I may I wish of thee Then a lonely leaf fell at my feet Suddenly I heard a tune As bright and full as a harvest moon About a girl that I might hope to meet It went, love is like the harvest moon Looks so close it will make you swoon But it's really a million miles away Drank some brandy from an old tin cup Up fell down and down turned up Found my lot with a band of unholy thieves We tramped around in the underbrush Till mom and dad told us to hush Then we made our bed amongst the leaves But what about the girl that I had hoped to find I knew I'd would not find her running 'round blind Come the morn the birds were tweeting A bright, sweet song that kept repeating Goodbye moon, hello sun Packed my bag and got on my way Didn't want to lose another day All my childhood things are now done Saw my girl at the top of the hill She was singing a song that I remember still
3.
When you're in pain, I feel your pain I'm right behind you all the way When you feel down, I feel down Just want to make everything OK 'Cause you mean everything to me Everything in the whole wide world You mean everything to me You're my love, you are my girl When you're lonely, it breaks my heart I know just how that feels too When your friends Don't act like friends I hate what that does to you The world can be such a lousy place Who do you trust and who do you know But when the world is such a lousy place Well you know just right where to go When you cry, it tears at my heart You know I hate to see you so sad Wanna make you laugh Wanna make you sing Want you to know that it's not so bad
4.
Sometimes when I think about it I don't believe that it's real And maybe, just maybe it's not It all happened so long ago In a place I barely recall In a time, a time I've nearly forgot We ought to write it down in a book And put it on our shelves 'Cause the past is just a story we tell ourselves I could make it all fanciful I could make it seem more cool I could make sound absolutely divine I could change the narrative I could change the way that it ends I could make our hero work things out just fine They say that history is written by the winners And I guess that much is true Well I guess that for the rest of us losers We're gonna have to do our best to make do Sometimes when I think about it It all seems so vague Like maybe my whole life is but a dream And everyone I've ever known Is a figment or a ghost Which means no one is quite what they seem Through it all I keep pinching myself To remind me I'm still alive Maybe I should just relax and float downstream
5.
You don't see me But if you look real close you'll see something like me You don't see me But just go right ahead and stare a little harder You don't see me I'm so sorry if you walk away so empty-handed The clock on the wall says you should be going Leave here now and leave here never knowing What you need You don't see me Still I think you might kind of feel my presence You don't see me A wisp of smoke and a turn of the doorknob You don't see me But what's that sound underneath your staircase The clock on the wall says you should be going Leave here now and leave here never knowing What you need I am here, oh so near Have no fear You don't see me But that doesn't mean I'm not there like a spirit You don't see me But I could be hiding just around the next corner You don't see me Perhaps that is just the way that it should be
6.
Who are we and where are we going And can we get there from here I'd like to know 'cause I'm on my way But I've got lost I fear Tell me gentle stranger Make it perfectly clear We're just daydreams and moonbeams When the day is done We're just daydreams and moonbeams Floating 'round the sun Why must we always fight each other Why must we maim and kill What does it do and what does it solve Is it all for the thrill Tell me gentle stranger I am waiting here still Who searches for the moonbeam Who was last seen
7.
Was it ten years ago or maybe fifteen My mind is foggy now Don't know what it all could mean You made it to the top You got quite a view Still you can't see me now even when the sky is blue I am one of those guys You might've forgot Forget me, forget me not You might not know my name I was no one you'd know I lived just down the hall and I shoveled your snow You drove a Cadillac and you listened to Bach You let me feed your fish Gave me the key to your lock You were always the center of attention I was always barely worth a mention You boyfriend was a jerk and he beat you to a pulp One time I kicked his ass You jumped back with a gulp Then you disappeared Moved out to LA Starred on "Melrose Place" Life is one big soiree
8.
You and I we seen such highs We seen such crazy deals Time wounds and never heals You and I go way, way back So long in fact I can’t keep track Stay gold, Ponyboy Ride 'em high, ride 'em high Stay gold, Ponyboy Hold my hand and keep me close Need you to be near Don't want you to disappear Please hold my hand and don’t let go Funny how life slips away It's gone in a day Can you hear me now Am I coming through Didn’t mean to wake you up Didn’t know what else to do This just couldn’t wait Having a deja vu You and I we got past We have a have a history It'll always be a part of me Make the call and I'll be there Or don’t you call, I don’t care
9.
You and I up go up to the sky Together we fly away But we are not birds and these are just words And words are always in the way I reckon I got to light out for the territory Ahead of the rest Somewhere out there I will find me My own house and home A place that suits me best Do you want to come away with me Do you want find a new way with me You and I up go up to the sky Together we fly away But we are not birds and these are just words And words are always in the way We are just two lost souls But with our hands on the controls Together we can take flight
10.
Toss your hair back and forth Stir up a hurricane Paint your lips bloody red Drive the men insane Take advantage of what you got Consider it God's gift Just so you know who comes first Never get short shrift All this brutal beauty It's such a shame It’s a doggone shame All your life you had a dream Wanted to obtain Had no doubts, no not a single one Never had to feign You took a path, the choice was clear No prisoners got took You did just what you had to do Didn't care if you got forsook You will never ever know defeat You will never ever know retreat You will never ever feel the pinch You will never change a single inch A change of heart is possible But not when it comes to you You remain cold and sharp They're all a bunch of bums to you What would it take to shift your mind See from another point of view That would be too much to ask And that would not be you
11.
Dry Season 05:06
Got big old desires that just won't be slaked Got wants and wishes that can't be faked No they can't be faked Got a big old hunger that won't be satisfied Don't matter how much you eat You still feel deprived You got a thirst You want it quenched It's your only reason Now that you're living in the dry season Got a deep old wound and nothing's gonna heal it And every time you go for a walk There's no way to conceal it You kick up a fuss and you get no reaction But then you make it too personal And you get dissatisfaction Got a big old pain, hurts down to the bone No one knows about it You're completely alone Want a little loving, would settle for a little like But every time you try askin' It's "Go take a hike"
12.
I wander 'round from place to place Everywhere I go I feel an empty space There are faces wherever I go But I can say there's not one I know I'd like a friend but there're none to count Right now I'd settle for any amount If you're out there If you hear me I would very much like you near me Of all sad words of tongue or pen The saddest are these It might have been It's a sin I live in a world where idiots rule And I must say that I am one with a fool I make dumb choices and say shitty things I am no angel waiting 'round for his wings How I would love for a second chance And show you that I've learned myself a whole new dance If you're out there, if you trust me If I'm wrong then you can bust me Ah, well! for us all some sweet hope lies Deeply buried from human eyes And, in the hereafter, angels may Roll the stone from its grave away

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You and I up go up to the sky
Together we fly away
But we are not birds
And these are just words
And words are always in the way

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released March 23, 2024

Cover "Brutal Beauty" by Eliot Wilder

Songs written and performed by Eliot Wilder

For Susan Gil ... where are you now?

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