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Jacob's Ladder

by The Revenants

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1.
Life, what's the meaning What's inside the magic box Will it give you all the answers Or is it just a pair of socks You spend your whole life seeking You find that it is all unfair People tell you what's really going on But mostly they are filled with hot air It's the whole enchilada Not a little but a lotta It's the whole shebang But it don't mean a goddamn thing Life, what's the deal Who can ever figure it out One minute you think you got the answer And the next you're in a world of doubt You read your verses from the bible All in the hope that something will seep in You try to be pure and righteous But in the end you wind up living in sin If God is up there I bet He's laughing At all us people and our folly I bet He regrets He ever made us He says, "goddamn" and "gee golly" "You turned out to be such a rotten disgrace You know I hate the whole entire human race"
2.
Sorry if I haven't measured up To all your high expectations, oh yeah I'm simply not good enough, good enough I don't give off good vibrations To you I'm just a big-time loser Haven't held a steady job in years How can I hope to defend myself When what I say always falls on deaf ears This is all that I am You got certain high standards That I could never hope to meet I'm simply not good enough, good enough To kneel at your royal feet Maybe I should go to finishing school And learn some proper etiquette But no matter how hard I try You will look at me like I'm all wet This is all that I am You've got a dream life going And me I'm living a living nightmare How can you get where I am coming from When you got nothing, nothing to compare
3.
We had so many plans We had so many dreams Why did so few of them come true We didn't think too hard We're just human beings And human beings don't have a clue We could live for tomorrow Then pay back all we borrow So many things we'd hoped we'd see But now the future ain't what it used to be Tried to make peace but what we just could not agree And now the future ain't what it used to be We wanted what we wanted We lived like maniacs Ate up all the fish in the sea Smoked our cigarettes Drove our SUVs Did it all in the name of humanity Never minded consequences Thought in terms of present tenses We only have ourselves to blame Although we try to deny it We may have yearned for a better way But we never cared to apply it
4.
Began at the tippy top thinking that I was the best But as it turned out in time I was like the rest I had big dreams I could go so very far Go all the way to the White House in fine and fancy car I used to think of myself as a classy operator And eventually everyone else would get that sooner or later I liked to throw it down and bust a couple of moves Sample some funky beats and lock them in the grooves Yeah I guess I thought that I was pretty bitchen Those sweet and tasty goodies well I whipped up in my kitchen But it was really just mirrors and some smoke And deep down deep I was an ordinary jamoke It was a manual of errors, so many mistakes It was a manual of errors, them's the breaks Chicks really dug me but their boyfriends not so much But they all used to admit that I really had the touch I set the scene, I was hip, I was cool I could kick it with the best who were kicking it in the old school Knew how to dress the part all the way up to the nines I wore strictly designer wear no ordinary designs I knew the way to talk and act like I could care And worked real hard perfectly messing up my hair Did I done good or I did I done whack Who's to say and who's gonna keep a close track I screwed up but so did you, boo hoo, boo hoo
5.
When I was a little boy I wanted to be in a band Just like the Beatles and Stones That's how I would make my bones We might take over the world Make all of the young girls scream That was my dream That was my dream Every tale has its arc A place that the story can wind and wend The beginning, the middle and the end Every life has its time Not so hard to comprehend The beginning, the middle and the end Things didn't go as planned For my little rock 'n' roll band Couldn't seem to catch a break Had to give it up for goodness sake Got myself a so-called a life Got a job and got a wife That's how it goes Then one day I was driving myself to work When I got cut off by some stupid jerk We got into a fight and he pulled a knife And that's the way I concluded my life
6.
Done some things I'm none too proud of Done some thing I kind of regret Done some things that made me look stupid Done some things I wish I could forget Done some things that were ill-advised Been a bad guy undisguised Through the good times and through the bad times Through the fun times and through the sad times Through the up times and through the down times Trough the grin times and through the frown times What can I say Done some things that I shouldn't oughta Done some things that seem sorta cruel Done some things that were both foolish and wise Done some things where I look like a fool Done some things that have caused me pain Brought down thunder and brought down rain Through the good times and through the bad times Through the fun times and through the sad times Through the up times and through the down times Trough the grin times and through the frown times What can I say What can I say This is my imperfect life
7.
Ran away from his own wedding Didn't bother to say why Was it that he was afraid to get married or maybe he was just shy How will we ever know, why did he want to go Saw him make a dash for the exit He had fear on his breath He had a look of panic in his eyes Like he were being chased unto death Where was he headed to He's got himself in quite a stew Raise high the roof beam, carpenters Like Ares comes the bridegroom Raise high the roof beam, carpenters Taller far than a tall man They say he lived in a fantasy but they were only guessing If he had a story he could tell well he ain't confessing He kept it all close to the vest, it’s the kind of life he knew best "I have these scars on my hands from touching certain people I have so much I to tell you and nowhere to begin" Always was a curious sort of guy, never knew what made him tick He pulled off a great vanishing act, it was quite a neat trick His bride is still at the altar, where is her Rock of Gibraltar
8.
There is only one, there is only me I am, I am I said all through history And how, how, how I am the world, in every grain of sand I am the fountainhead, lean and tanned I have the answer, handed down by God I am the real deal, I am no fraud Come take a walk with me Come live my dream Come take a walk with me Be a part of my team First person singular And how, how, how First person singular Wow, wow, wow I want it and I want it now Come to my room, I got quite a view I can see to Connecticut, sacre bleu! I dine with heads of state on Kobe beef They sit around and sing, Hail to the chief I am more than qualified, ready and able I want to meet you, come sit at my table I got big plans, would you like to hear them I love my people and I want to steer them
9.
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Whenever I start to feel down, down, down, down I listen for that one special sound, sound, sound There's a bell that rings inside of me And it sets my sad soul free It's a sweet, sweet good vibration It's a pleasant excitation And I hear the sound The sound of the bell And I hear the sound And it sounds so swell And I hear the sound The sound of the bell And I hear the sound And it makes me well Whenever I start to feel blue, blue, blue All I need to do is think of you, you, you And that bell it rings inside of me And it fills me up with glee It brings me peace of mind All the peace I could hope to find
10.
Nowadays it's easy to be down, down, down With all of the hate and conflict around, 'round, 'round Forget about your bright and sunny day There really is no other freakin' way Guess I'll sing the chorus of this song Fifty billion people can't be wrong All hail Anhedonia Anhedonia, I’m coming home All hail Anhedonia Anhedonia, when in Rome Try to have a positive attitude But I am overwhelmed by a dark and disturbing mood I just want to lash out at a friend Especially the one who lives to pretend Guess I'll sing the chorus of this song Fifty billion people can't be wrong When in Rome do as the Romans do When in Rome adopt the Roman point of view When in Rome do as the Romans do When in Rome live the Roman dream come true Try to find some comfort and some joy But I get shot down like a messenger boy Easy to be cynical and to gripe There ain't no peace left in the peace pipe Guess I'll sing the chorus of this song Fifty billion people can't be wrong
11.
We like the same flavor ice cream We listen to the same kind of songs We share the same political leanings Got the same dim view of the unwashed throngs We are vegetarians We watch "The Daily Show" We are urban dwellers We ride the subway to get to where we want to go We got a groovy thing going Our kid's school is in midtown, PS 35 She's got to be tough to stick it out Don't know how she'll ever survive But we kind of sort of like it here Even though it's not very safe Folks are strange and a little bit scary And sometimes the lunacy makes you chafe We came here back when the rents were cheap Then we got afraid to leave Outside the city it's all gun-toting Nazis With some crazy shit up their sleeve We buy our food at the local co-op We read Camus at the local coffee bar Everything we need is just down the street We love not having to go very far
12.
I got to know you Or at least I thought I did I mean who were you really When I looked up to you as a kid You said you that felt my pain But then you split before the grieving Why oh why are people always leaving Why oh why are people always leaving I tried to love you But you would not let me in You kept me at a distance Like a vestigial twin You lied to me so sweetly And I wanted to go on believing Why oh why are people always leaving Why oh why are people always leaving

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"A stair not worn hollow by footsteps is, regarded from its own point of view, only a boring something made of wood."
–Franz Kafka

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released January 25, 2024

Cover "Jacob's Ladder" by Eliot Wilder

Songs written and performed by Eliot Wilder

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