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My Ideal

by The Revenants

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1.
My Ideal 04:41
When I think of you What can I do, what can I do It seems so perfect and so true You're all that I want, all that I want, all I want You bring out the best in what I feel You are my ideal, my ideal Even though I know it's not real You are my ideal When I look at you What can I say, what I say You lift me up when I am blue You're all that I need, all I need, all I need You take my wounds and make them heal You are my ideal, my ideal Even though I know it's not real I look in your eyes and I fantasize The perfect girl I canonize When I dream you You slip away, you slip away Can't make you stick like glue These are desperate days, desperate days Maybe that's part of the appeal You are my ideal, my ideal Even though I know it's not real You are my ideal
2.
Yeah, I know it won’t happen Not a chance in hell Just the thought of you and me together Well that’s a hard sell I can always fantasize for the good it’ll do But I know I’ll never get to get Inside of you Don’t wanna be bitter, better bittersweet Yeah, I know I’m pretty stupid To even think it Shouldn’t bother to open my mouth And try to lip sync it I can always masturbate to the picture in my head ‘Cause I know I’ll never get to get Within a mile of your bed You can say that I am a fool You can say that I’m dumb But put a pair of sticks in my hands And lemme bang on your drum You can say that I’m hopeless That I don’t have a clue I spend days and night obsessing It’s made me beaucoup blue I can always ruminate, stare at my feet Don’t wanna be bitter Better to be bittersweet
3.
Transference 04:21
Something's missing That much is clear There's a hole in me Beyond a thin veneer I need to fill it With all my might But I'm afraid The object will take flight I put the load on Put the load on I put the load on you I kneel on down And say a prayer Keep reaching out But no one's there As a last resort I turn to you I say my piece For all the good it'll do Something's missing Can't be filled I cast about I'm not so skilled You lick my wounds You watch me bleed You say it's not you Not you that I need
4.
Likely Story 04:25
There is you and there is me We built a life And baby made three We did our best As best we could We did more than we thought we would And who knew, yeah who knew Who knew, yeah who knew I shit you not This really happened I shit you not This really happened There is them and there is us We fight like dogs We kick up a fuss We built our cities We dug our graves We went to castles from living in caves And who knew, yeah who knew I shit you not This really happened I shit you not This really happened There is good and there is bad From a heart so pure To a deadbeat dad Which one are we It’s hard to say Maybe we’ll find out Come judgment day I shit you not This really happened I shit you not This really happened
5.
What was that What was that sound It always seems to happen When there’s no one around Wish I could describe it Just so I can be clear ‘Cause every time I hear it I feel fear It’s not in the closet It’s not under the bed It’s a slight disturbance in my mind It’s not in the walls It’s not in the world outside It’s a slight disturbance in my mind It’s kinda spooky It kinda freaks out It’s got an ugly mug And a piggy snout I think it knows me It calls out my name Wish I understood it Wish I knew its aim I hear it breathing I hear its laugh The look in its eyes Cuts me in half I wanna kill it Wanna send it back to hell But it lives within me Inside my every cell
6.
Wake yourself up it's a beautiful day Open your eyes Don't you while away Face me I stare back at you I do what you do Do what you do I am your mirror Do you like what you see I am your mirror What you see is me The better the light The clearer the reflection Not so pretty On closer inspection Let the light pass through your eyes To the spot Where there's no disguise Dream me I have your face No one takes your place Takes your place I am your rags and bones And all your sticks and stones Only shatter the two of us I am he as you are he As you are me And we are all together Get out and take your stupid face No sense in messing up the place Love me and I'll love you back I make up for what you lack
7.
Never Enough 04:30
I claw my to the mountaintop And the air up here is pretty clear I look down on the earth below And my soul it sheds a tear How much is enough And how much is too little As far as I know it's never enough Never enough to be second fiddle How much, never enough How much I spend my life doing shit I hate Just to make enough to survive There's always someone on top me Someone more alive As far as I know it's never enough As far as I know it's never enough There's a hole in me that can't be filled It's as deep as a bottomless pit There ain't no light shining down on me Just a voice saying I should quit
8.
Take Me Home 05:06
Well I wander through this old town And I don't know where I'm going What is around the bend I have no way No way of knowing Could you take me home Could you take me home Well I ramble through this old world And I have no real connection I put myself out on the line Just looking for a little affection Well I know I'm a hopeless case There ain't nothing to be done You can scream your head off at me But I'll always be the unfortunate son Well I hope you're doing well And your dreams they all come true As for me, I'll be on my way But I'll always Always think of you
9.
Give me what I want Or I will take it There are certain things that I require I have basic needs That need to be filled I need to fill my heart's burning desire I want all you got And if I don't get it I will make you rue the day you were born Don't give a shit What you think of me I don't care if I'm the butt of your scorn I can feel it I can feel it in my veins They will find it They will find it my remains The heart wants what it wants And it's gonna get it The heart needs what it needs Won't let you forget it I won't let it go Once I get it I hope you don't take me for some kind of fool I'm no easy mark No pushover I don't care if I got to be cruel Got a gaping hole Right in my middle And I will fill with the guts of weak At the finish line I break the ribbon I step right over tender hands of the meek I can hear it I can hear it growing stronger Can't control it Can't control it any longer I want everything Yes I want it all Want all the money Want to be ten feet tall I want your love I want your respect Yes you heard me clear Yes you heard correct
10.
We took our bows The curtain came down On every stage On every stage The lights went out The curtain came down The end of an age And the weak will inherit nothing No brave new world at their command Yeah the weak will inherit nothing There will be no promised land New order reigns The old departs On every stage On every stage No sweet farewells No songs in our hearts The end of an age You can be so sentimental You can be so sentimental But the change is elemental New world begins Lo and behold On every stage On every stage New world begins Toss out the old The end of an age
11.
It was a lifetime ago But it seems like only yesterday Well I gave it all I had but then I Then I just had to get away I'm sorry if you are mad at me I didn't mean to bring you down But I just couldn't take it No I just couldn't take it I just couldn't stick around It was a lifetime away but it feels just around the bend When I go to sleep at night It's into that world I descend I don't mean to get you all worked up I don't mean to raise your ire But I can't see me, see hanging 'round, no That's not my desire I won't be seeing you again Never and a day, never and a day I won't be seeing you again Won't come back this way It was a lifetime of pain One I can't seem to shake for the life of me Can't you see what I was going through Poke your head out of your canopy I know I said it a thousand times But I finally made good on my word Look out side your window my friend That's me, that there bird
12.
It’s not the end It might surprise you A little time will tell My heavy head has taken over With everything you’ve said Whenever the memory Hits you in the heart Whenever the walls come down Somewhere inside you Find a piece of me While you could While you could I’m disappointed But I'm not sad and done Even if I’m broken My heavy heart has taken over With everything I've lost Whenever the memory Hits you in the heart Whenever the walls come down Somewhere inside you Regrets you didn’t love me While you could While you could Whenever the walls come down Somewhere inside you Find a piece of me Find a piece of me Somewhere inside you Find a piece of me Regrets you didn’t love me While you could Regrets you didn’t love me While you could

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All I have is a voice
To undo the folded lie,
The romantic lie in the brain
Of the sensual man-in-the-street
And the lie of Authority
Whose buildings grope the sky:
There is no such thing as the State
And no one exists alone;
Hunger allows no choice
To the citizen or the police;
We must love one another or die.
—W.H. Auden

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released September 6, 2023

Cover "My Ideal" by Eliot Wilder

Songs written and performed by Eliot Wilder

For Shiraz

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