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The Culture of Me

by The Revenants

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1.
OK, You Win 05:08
You're good, I'm bad Yes that's been made abundantly clear You're smart, I'm dumb You live a life without fear You're rich, I'm poor I will never own a house on a hill You're happy, I'm so sad Wish you'd lend me some of your goodwill But you don't give a care Must be nice to breathe the air up there OK, you win I give up, I give in OK, you win, you win Nothing off my skin You win, yeah, you win Your car, goes fast While mine sits in a ditch You got no beefs While all I ever do is bitch You believe you're blessed And it appears that you are I believe I'm cursed I never had myself a lucky star Some people have all the luck While others have lives that suck If you want to be just like me It's as easy as one, two, three You must change all that you have been Then maybe one day you too might win OK, I win Won't give up, on't give in OK, I win, I win I have changed my skin I win, yeah, I win
2.
Hear My Name 04:46
I am dialing From across the cosmos Can you hear me Can you hear me I am the wind I blow right through you You are near me You are near me Hear my name It is calling to you Hear my name Am I getting through I am beaming From the highest tower Hear my song Hear my song I am the stars Shining down on you All your lifelong All your lifelong I am me and I am you Together we two I am billowing Like a sail in a breeze Can you feel me Can you feel me I am hurting In search of solace Will you heal me Will you heal me
3.
This Is It 04:41
All those things that we thought we knew They are gone, gone, gone They got taken away from us In a terrible storm We still wanna put our faith in God, God, God But he won't keep us Safe and warm This is it This is the ever-loving end No we can't pretend We can't pretend This is it This is the ever-loving end Here we go Here we go We were weak and we were dumb And we blew down, down, down And we couldn't put it Back to together We still think we are strong And we can fight, fight, fight But we are as flimsy As a feather Here we go, here we go Look out below Here we go, here we go It's the end of the show All those dreams that we once had They are done, done, done And there ain't no one to blame But us, we can kick and scream But the jig is up, up, up Don't matter if we fuss
4.
Who am I What am I Where do I fit in here Where do I come from Where am I going Far or near Well who knows what I really what And who knows what I need to be All I know is this one thing This one thing This culture of me I see you What you got It feels like something real When I think About my lot I think I got a bum deal Well who knows what I really what And who knows what I need to be All I know is this one thing This one thing This culture of me I don't know Who I am Don't seem to have a past I make it up As I go along Just hoping it will last Well who knows what I really love Who knows who's in my family tree All I know is this one thing This one thing This culture of me
5.
Here I am inside this box Stuck in this paradox Wanna get out, wanna get out Wanna get gone I'm fighting for my life On the edge of a bowie knife Gotta get out, gotta get out Gotta get gone Can’t stand this place no more Shoved up inside a drawer Won’t you help me Won’t you help me please It's all dark and unsettling Don't wanna hear the bullshit you are peddling Lemme out, lemme out Set me free, set me free, set me free C’mon and toss me the key Set me free, set me free, set me free I'm down on bended knee Here I am inside this box Trying to find the key to the locks Let me go, let me go Let go of me Feeling pretty claustrophobic Living like I’m anaerobic Wanna breathe, wanna breathe Let me breathe I’m about to lose my mind Can’t stand to be part of humankind Wanna get out, wanna get out Out of here I am scared I won't escape Sealed inside with duct tape Here I am inside this box Stuck inside this broken clock It ain't me, it ain't me No this ain't me You still see me as I was Doing things that that guy does Give it up, give it up C'mon and give it up I changed a long time ago What I change into you don't know Time to let it all go
6.
You say we'll never, never, never Get back together, get back together And you say we'll never, never, never But I know better, now better The trouble with never Is that one day never will come The trouble with never The end game is zero sum You say we'll never, never, never Get on back, get on back And you say we'll never, never, never It’s a cul-de-sac, a cul-de-sac We could live in a different world And we could live in a different time And in this different world And different time You'd be mine You say we'll never, never, never Move on ahead, move on ahead And you say we'll never, never, never, no Our love is dead
7.
Duquesne 03:50
She wore a red ribbon In her tousled auburn hair She wrote in her journal She had a certain savior faire She came to my door With a shiny smile as bright as the sun She said, I know you’ve been waiting Let’s have us some fun She came from Duquesne She said her name was Jane Now I can’t get her off my brain She came from Duquesne She was a dreamer And I was a part of her dream I peaked in her journal To see where I fit in her scheme She said, He will be famous And I will go along for the ride Like John and Yoko Like when worlds collide And even though I don’t see her anymore This girl from Duquesne She’s still running ‘round my brain
8.
I gotta tell ya I'm a in a scary spot I'm too scared to move The world I knew It's falling apart Can't find my old groove All I want is a little bit of hope All I want is a little bit of rope If I can hold out just a little longer If I can hold out just a little longer I will be free The people I knew They're all gone away They couldn't take it no more Too many lies Too many broken dreams They couldn't keep score All I need is a friendly hand All I need is someone to understand The truth I knew It's all been blown away I don't know nothing now Can't rely on what I see No way, now how All I want is some peace of mind I seek it every day but I can't find
9.
As I wander through this world I wonder where I belong There ain’t nothing feels right to me In fact it feels wrong I am trying to break away I’m rewriting my history I am seeking to find a new home Somewhere unfettered and free As I wander these dark streets Only strangers I find I wave hi and no one waves back What happened to mankind I gotta keep moving along On this thin stretch of rope I gotta keep moving along I gotta have hope, hope As I live these crazy days I think the world’s gone insane I gotta get clear out of here And never come back again
10.
Sail away, sail away with me Together you and I will sail away to sea Yeah, sail away, sail away with me And we’ll live our love under the mango tree Woncha come along, come along my sweet little girl You and I, we’ll sail the whole, wide world Sail away, sail away with me Together you and I will sail beyond the shore Yeah, sail away, sail away with me And we’ll find a place we never been to before Woncha come along, come along my sweet little one You and I, we’re bound to have us some fun Sail away, sail away with me Together you and I will find a distant land Yeah, sail away, sail away with me And we’ll speak a language we can understand Oh my lady of the island You are as sweet as sweet can be Sail away with me Woncha come along, come along honeybee You and I, we find our favorite oak tree
11.
Sugarland 06:05
This is the story of Sugarland It is the town at the edge of town And all the people living in Sugarland They were all nowhere bound No, no one ever told ‘em they could leave So they stayed right where they were Yeah, these people living in Sugarland All their lives blended into a blur They were snug as bugs in a rug They spoke the same dialect And they hung out each and ever day They were as friendly, friendly as heck But then one day something happened Happened down in Sugarland Yeah this is the story of Sugarland And how the town met its fate From the East blew in a slate black storm And then got way too late Nobody could see it coming And nobody knew what to do The smartest fellers came from all around With their very own super glue But in the end their efforts were in vain And what was left you wouldn’t recognize Just a bunch of peanut shells And bones that started to fossilize Yeah something happened Happened down in Sugarland
12.
Be Small 06:14
This old world is a big old world With big old people running ‘round They got their big ideas Hey, what’s the big idea They make a big old, a big old sound Tear it down, tear it down, tear it down Tear down that big old wall Tear it down, tear it down, tear it down Be small There are monsters that just want to swallow you up And spit you out into a void Beware, beware They are everywhere Don’t you be destroyed Be humble, be gracious Only say what you know is true Be deferential and be selfless And the world will come right to you Sometimes it better to shut and listen And really hear what people have to say Just let go Of what you think you know You don’t always have to get your way

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"Anxiety is the dizziness of freedom."
–Søren Kierkegaard

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released April 10, 2024

Cover: Astrid, summer 2020; photo by Eliot Wilder

Songs written and performed by Eliot Wilder

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"It was hell," recalls former child.

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