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The Persistence of Memory

by The Revenants

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1.
Most of the time it's just me by myself And I feel so all alone Got no one else to talk to So I sit off in the corner As silent as a stone If only someone knew me Like I know me But no one gives a flying toss It’s just too bad ‘cause in the end It’s their loss So I am having a talk with myself And I’m talking about every single thing I am having a talk with myself And what I say I find kinda interesting Most of the time it’s me just by my lonesome In a city of a billion I am dancing by myself While everyone else is off at a cotillion If only I could reach out And make some kind of deep connection But I’ll keep it with mine If only for protection What does it matter What anyone thinks Who’s to say and who’s to judge Say what you will Or say what you won’t I won’t carry a grudge Most of the time I'm feeling pretty isolated And no man is an island I am living off the low road And I can find the high land If only I could wake up Out of this alternate dimension But what I think can be known Is beyond my comprehension
2.
When did it happen Can't say I know My guess it was a long, long time ago You dropped your hand and I pulled away My guess we just ran out of things to say It makes me sad but what can I do When I can't find a way to get back to you When did you stop loving me? When I look back it just makes me sad What we've lost and all we had Oh yeah I know it's hard to hold on Passion is a wave that crests and it's gone Time goes by Feelings go dead I look at you and see a stranger in my bed Yeah it's such a sad and such a familiar story Two people in love, two people in love Yeah they're in the shadow of a former glory Two people in love, two people in love Why did it happen, can't say I know I guess that everything is bound to plateau Blame it on scorn, blame familiarity Love comes with no lifetime guarantee We start a believer then we fall off the path We count on one another then we do the math
3.
Mosquito 04:05
Go on, go on ahead Stab me with your alkali Suck on me, suck on me Suck me till I’m dry Sting my butt Sting my toe Sting me mosquito Go on, go on ahead And drink my sweet old blood Sip it down, sip it down Let me be your stud Sting my butt Sting my toe Sting me mosquito Go on, go on ahead Make me scratch and itch Suck on me, suck on me Let me be your bitch Sting my butt Sting my toe Sting me mosquito Go on, go on ahead I will be your pin cushion Suck on me, suck on me I won’t stop you pushin’ Sting my butt Sting my toe Sting me mosquito
4.
I got a lot of questions Much more than my share I make a big fuss And I get in your hair I’m happy when you listen Upset when you won’t Some days you care Some days you just don’t Well I know that I can be a burden And I know that you are a-hurtin’ Even my mom would call me a pill But this mountain ain’t no molehill What I need is not what I want And what I want is not what I need I walk around with my wounds wide open See me bleed I got a lot of issues Maybe more than a few And when I’m desperate I take ‘em out on you You roll your eyes When I start to complain ‘Bout all my crazy shit And all my shitty pain Well I know that I can be a squeaky wheel Yeah I know you got your own deal But I can’t help that I get so damn blue It’s all to do with me and none to you I got a lot of chutzpah To think that I should matter The world has got its troubles Don’t wanna add to the chatter Sorry if I’ve hurt you And made you all pissed But I’d hope somehow When I’m gone I will be missed Well I don’t know what it is I do That offends everyone I get close to Just one time I wanna to bust out of my skin And be someone I've never been
5.
There’s a heart in the glass by the bed It is talking to me through its aorta In its way it issues me a warning I think I get it, I get it kinda sorta Can’t get enough of this feeling Wanna cling to it like a sticky paste Can’t get enough of this feeling Don’t want nothing to go to waste There’s a pain at the bottom of my spine There’s a nerve being pinched by a disk It feels like a knife with a jagged edge Just sitting down for me is some kinda risk Ow, ow, ow, ow Everything hurt Ow, ow, ow, ow Red alert, red alert Ow, ow, ow, ow I’m in constant pain Ow, ow, ow, ow Don’t mean to complain Can’t get enough of this feeling Wanna cling to it like a sticky paste Can’t get enough of this feeling Don’t want nothing to go to waste Last night I dreamed I was floating I’d left my broken body far behind I could feel the weight of your soul And all the stars had aligned
6.
Oh the mind it has mountains These jagged cliffs of fall Frightful, sheer, no-man-fathomed These mountains tall Dead awake or wide asleep On the edge I take a leap I awoke to feel the fell Of dark not day And I have asked to be Where no storms come Where no storms come Full fathom five My father lies Of his bones are coral made Those are pearls that were once his eyes Nothing of him does fade Here are clothes he wore Still stuffed inside his drawer Yo-ho-ho and a bottle of rum No storms come And I have asked to be Where no storms come Where the green fields swell Is in the havens dumb I have desire to go To fields where few lilies blow
7.
Sometimes I wonder if the life that I’m living Is a mirror of another me And maybe this other me is having a good time Better than this insanity This other me has all the stuff That this me has always been denied Well I stay up all night just pondering How I can get me to this other side See you on the flip side See you on the flip side I’m gonna get there soon Have me a honeymoon Here comes the bride Well this other me he is pretty happy He don’t get down and depressed He has a good job and he lives a good life And all his needs are clearly addressed But most of all he is madly in love With someone who loves him madly back They make big love all the livelong day Not like this poor old sad sack Well I’ve long believed in parallel worlds That exist somehow side by side In one the road is always bumpy In the other you get a sweet ride Every night I hope that when I lay me down That I'll awaken in this better place And I hope that when I wake up there The first thing I see is your sweet face
8.
I have always been a seeker And I have paid a price And of the things that I have sought Some are not so nice Thought I’d find an answer Thought I’d find the truth Thought I’d find the solace That went missing in my youth What I've needed And what I never got What I've wanted And what I've always sought Never like now I have always been a wanderer I’ve been hither and yon And some things that I have seen Have made me woebegone Thought I’d find belonging Thought I’d find a home Thought I’d find a match With another chromosome When will it be my time When do I get my chance When will I let go And be free of my circumstance I have always been a searcher I have reached beyond my grasp Hanging in as best I can Until I breathe my last gasp Thought I’d find salvation Thought I’d find some hope Thought I’d a reason to live But I’m at the end of my rope
9.
It’s up to you, it’s up to you What you do, what you do Don’t give up, don’t give up Don’t give in, no, don’t give in Take a stand, yeah, take a stand Hit the gas, kick some ass Give yourself over to the change And it won’t seem so strange Something's gotta give Give it up, give it, give it up Something's gotta give Live it up, live it up, live it up Conquer fear, conquer fear Stop the hate before it’s too late Bang the drum, bang the drum Make a big noise, make a big noise Lend a voice, lend a voice Go all in, go all in Raise the volume to a constant thrum Don’t you be struck dumb Give it up, live it up Light a fire, light a fire Burn it down, burn it down, burn it down Take your shot, take your shot Make it count, make it count Stand and fight, stand and fight Fuck the man, fuck the man Give yourself over to the cause Death may be your Santa Claus
10.
Hold me, hold me tight And never, never let me go Bring me into your light Bathe me in your afterglow Keep me, keep me close Never far from your sight Love me, love me hard Love me with all of your might It’s you and you alone You can save this broken boy Yes you and you alone You can bring me back my joy Take me, take me by the hand And walk me through this world Draw me, draw me close Fuck me till my toes have curled Tell me, tell me the truth I am your sole desire Love me, love me hard Love me like you’re heart’s on fire It’s you and you alone Squeeze me, squeeze me rough Squeeze me till I hurt Pick me up off the ground Lift me off the dirt Bleed me, bleed me dry Drain me of my fear Love me, love me hard Love me till I disappear
11.
I Am Haunted 03:35
I can feel you in my world You touch my skin And reach into my heart You have got me Like no one has got me And it is tearing me, it's tearing me apart Don't let go Don't let go Stay right where you belong Don't let go Don't let go Don't let go you secret song I can feel you in my dreams Embracing me With a ghostly spirit I want to touch But I can't touch Don't seem no way that I can get near it I am haunted I am haunted And I'll be haunted For the rest of my days I can feel you in my guts Like a knot All tied up in my belly Want to try to force you out But when I do My knees turn to jelly
12.
John and Betty well they were my friends Right when I moved out of LA I think they thought they were better than me What if they were but who's to say They did not like me for who I was As if they were any better They wrote it down and they told me so And sent it off in a letter The persistence of memory Will never let me go The persistence of memory Hello, hello I am not perfect and that's for sure Then again I never claimed I am Not like you, you got it going on Every hit a grand slam I make choices the best I can Some are good and some unsound If you stand in judgment of me You better stand on firm ground You are dead You are dead to me I cast you out Cast you out to sea

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“Have no fear of perfection – you'll never reach it.”
–Salvador Dali

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released October 11, 2023

Cover "The Persistence of Memory" by Eliot Wilder

Songs written and performed by Eliot Wilder

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